in a way, i'm partially glad that it's over.  he has the personality that i know i can get easily addicted to, if i had not already.  i knew that when he let me down last sunday, he pretty much gave me the closure that i needed.  one can only go so low.  and i have met my limit.

he did right everything wrong that happened between us.  he's back with her and i'm back to whom i belong.  getting involved with him made it all the more clear who i belong with.  he still seems confused though about abotu the D+T+C situation.  about what?  i would not know.  and frankly, i'm tired of caring.the drama gets tiring. 

i once told somebody that it takes time to get over a failed relationship friendship whatever-the-f-we-call it.  fake it till you make it.  i saw take it one day at a time.  we'll all get over that hill eventually.  even if the hill looks too mundane to conquer.